i duno if anyone reads this anymore. but i'm just here to type because i promised never to publish how upset i am on my blog anymore.
there are days i really just feel like dying. i'm sorry for worrying any or all of u guys. but it never hurt this much before. i really thought i could get over. it seemed so easy in singapore because you guys and my family were there. but i really feel all alone here. i really duno what to do anymore and i just can't concentrate on my work. its not that i don't want to. i really really wanna do my work as well. but i just can't.

why am i so fucking emotional.