we are just a phonecall away while you are there dear.
don`t ever forget that.

we all know you`re trying your best to walk out and it`s difficult to do that.
we want to be there for you, as long as you want us to.
be strong. it`s easy to say but ever so hard to do.

we want to see you happy. i`m sure of that.
cry now if you need to. cry all you want. and it`s okay to be emotional. it was never wrong.
but watch out for the time. because it doesn`t wait. just like how some people don`t.
all that you cannot leave behind might have been the best memories you can ever have, but you`re missing out many beautiful moments while being stuck at all those memories.
we know it`s tough, but tough times don`t stay.

we are just a phonecall away. don`t ever forget that.

i duno if anyone reads this anymore. but i'm just here to type because i promised never to publish how upset i am on my blog anymore.
there are days i really just feel like dying. i'm sorry for worrying any or all of u guys. but it never hurt this much before. i really thought i could get over. it seemed so easy in singapore because you guys and my family were there. but i really feel all alone here. i really duno what to do anymore and i just can't concentrate on my work. its not that i don't want to. i really really wanna do my work as well. but i just can't.

why am i so fucking emotional.