dearest fanny.

my dear fanny..
i cannot help if i change but i can assure you. i'm still the adelene you guys know.. i hope. sometimes, it scares me if i go home. and you guys think so different of me that somehow,the friendship is different. cos you guys are the ones i hold closest to my hearts. losing xuanfen would just be the end of the world to me. i guess the things i do here are really so much different from how it is in sg. but i was talking to my friends here and we all agree that change becuase of the environment is inevitable. but i try to stay close to my roots. my lingxuanfen. (: as much as possible.

i'm dearly sorry if i come home and disappoint all of you. but it wouldn't be what i want to do.

i miss you guys loads. sometimes i wish i didn't come here too. so far from all of you.