my turn to blog!

hey babes. i think i should be blogging. quite long never blog.
i agree with yufen. it would be damn freaky if you went away as adel and came back as adelene. on the other hand when i talked to you the other night, i knew that you're still you which is great. trinity however was just a start. when you get into mel uni, things might change this is when you get exposed to the real aussies. for now its mostly asians. i remember clearly something alvin said in the video we made for you and ame. if you come back angmoh-ish with an angmoh slang and boyfriend your bro would slaughter you. haha... do you think that is possible? i was at the airport the other day. i remembered the whole mass of people who went to send you off... what a sad sad day. the airport has changed slightly... but yea the whole sequence of events are still fresh in my head. i miss you adel. i wanna give you a hug.
BITCH AND BIMBO DAY IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!9th of october we will go to the beach to get nice tanned beach bods. vera,rhonda and yufen... hahaha! just one day after our exams... ooo boy cant wait! it better not rain!~ i want sun sun sun pleaseeeee! if not i'd just go sulk in one corner. is there a sun dance? *dance dance dance. YUFEN! i cant wait! ahhhhh
sorry adel but the beach is just too tempting. and i need to rest n relax before my results get released. promise to go when u get back OKAYYY?

dearest fanny.

my dear fanny..
i cannot help if i change but i can assure you. i'm still the adelene you guys know.. i hope. sometimes, it scares me if i go home. and you guys think so different of me that somehow,the friendship is different. cos you guys are the ones i hold closest to my hearts. losing xuanfen would just be the end of the world to me. i guess the things i do here are really so much different from how it is in sg. but i was talking to my friends here and we all agree that change becuase of the environment is inevitable. but i try to stay close to my roots. my lingxuanfen. (: as much as possible.

i'm dearly sorry if i come home and disappoint all of you. but it wouldn't be what i want to do.

i miss you guys loads. sometimes i wish i didn't come here too. so far from all of you.

adel. i had a terrible dream. i woke up feeling totally miserable.
remember you tagged on my board saying to wait for you to go to sentosa together? and you are as fair as a ghost? i dreamt about you coming back and you were literally white. like. so fair. it aint you anymore. and you had a hair cut, and dyed your hair blonde. and you were behaving oddly. and you aint the adel i knew before. it scares me to think back on it even now.
like. what if you really come back, but a total stranger to me? and i don't know you anymore? maybe it's all just a freaking dream and it isnt true. but still. it's scary.

i'm pretty.

guess what guys? i think i'm the prettiest person in the whole wide universe. LOL. but i sorta think i have brains. doesn't that make me miss universe? like seriously, *omg. i mean, how can anyone ever say that they're more beautiful than me? like, just so go climb a tree!
i mean. face the facts, i am born with beauty and brains. what more could a guy want?

//please note the sarcasm in this entry.

i seriously miss the good old bitching days! especially now when kim just showed me something so very bitch-worthy. about someone that we all love and never get sick of bitching about. goodness gracious. i cant believe i just actually read that. and i din die rolling my eyes. in actual fact. im so very grossed out by her. eww.

anyway. i lost my ezlink card. i wonder how and wonder where. but then. i got over it. suck lah. but then again. what to do. will be meeting kim to study tomolo. if only adel you came back for the holidays. but then. you'll prolly be stuck here to see all of us mugging our hearts out like never before. but will be looking forward to decemeber! (: then we can certainly bitch our nights away...

till then.

adel you are right. xuanfen would prolly have gone to as hyper a mood as you did. lol. (:
kim. what so bad having a metal-ish smile for awhile? you will look much better after the whole process wouldn't you? just bear with it for awhile. then b2 would become prettier....looking forward to that! keke.
and i din mean to hang up that day for conference! if my cordless phone was a tit bit better and longer-lasting. then i bet we would have talked longer. don't blame me. blame that bu zhen qi de cordless phone. :P lalala.

metal mouth

you're damn right adel. we'll start getting happy together(not gay!) laughing over... nothing =D its been crazily long since we conferenced and the last one was a blast! i mean 4hours of chatter.. hahaha bitching rocks doesnt it? but yufen! had to sleep early... ... to you.
just started my braces thingy today. it sucks!!!! havent put in the metal stuff yet. only some rubber thingy and its hurting already... oww =( adel when you get back, you'll see me with a metal-ish smile :S

what if

what if i came home and told you i was feeling happy for no reason. i was just feeling ecstatic.

would you look at me as if i was some creature from another world?
would you not smile with me and jump with me?
would you say, okayyyy... thats weird?

i know lingxuanfen wouldn't. (: tts comforting to know.

b1 reporting.

reporting in to our blog again. indeed, it was absolutely cool to be able to talk as seance on the phone again. man. i miss those days in fairfield when we phone gg or whoever to just bitch and bitch and bitch about we-know-who. muahaha. we are evil but a cool bunch. miss it loads. we must do it again real soon!
anyway. i think i remember telling you before about him. it's just that you forgot adel! lol. but it's ok. now you know. will tell you more when given a chance, but till the next time, keep waiting! (:
anyway, enjoy your holidays while you two can. i wun be having holidays till october. boohoohoo. sucks. test 2 and final year exams are coming up...grrr. study hard everyone! heehee. im a nerd now. muahahaha. :P
signing off for now. catch up soon!

adel's second post. heh

heya babes. it was great talking to seance again.. damn fun lah. and as usual, i never run out of things to say. and you two, better keep an eye on GG. he's turning into a horny boy man. tsk tsk.
and you biatch! never tell me got boyfriend siahhhhhh. you better tell me more. and is he the one who taggied on our board? hahahhaa. gossips. i lub it.
kimmy dearie, enjoy your holiday while you can. and when mine comes, I'LL ENJOY IT MORE THAN YOU. wahaha. //evil grins.oh yah. i got another eye candy. its sorta growing on me. heh. see you girlys.

kim's very first post

hey babes! arent you glad that i FINALLY managed to change the post to our OWN names instead of having that oh so retarded iloveyou there?=D anyway im up now at 5.30 in the morning doing this. im cranky. no one better piss me off today. or suffer the wraith of me. haha. right...

anyway thanks adel for calling yesterday. i miss talking to you. dont think i was much help to your problem but hope i provided a good listening ear. =D

my turn to fly.

yuppies! this site is finally up. loads to add. but at least it's working. looking forward to your homecoming adel! we miss you very much too!
yippeee. this is so exciting. (:

yUfEn.