the four years that i've been here,

sometimes i feel that i've missed out so much and it upsets me.
i want to know whats going on. i want to be updated. i want to feel a part and i want to care.

its time i returned home,
to all the people i love and who love me.

no entry?

it's been about exactly a month since i've submitted my application for university & i'm getting pretty worried. still no reply, & i'm not looking forward to receiving that thin envelope from both of the universities. >.> sigh.

please, pray for me?