i always manage to screw things up time and time again.
its a miracle i'm still in one piece.
this time i really have nothing to say anymore.

knowing i feel like shit,
you bring me out to make me feel better-
only to make me feel worse.
thanks a lot.

i wanna be in a place where i can be looked at without being judged.
i wanna talk, behave and laugh like who i am, rather, who i used to be.

i don't want things to be so complicating.

i want seance ):